it is so different
I am such an outsider
That's me when not with these people
11.23.2000I remember,a few years back,
when life was simple,
and problem free.
I had friends,
and a group,
I had hobbies,
and childlish ways too.
But now I am,
all grown up,
thought not to my full potential.
I have grown,
through these rough years.
But now I've grown
and I dyed my hair too.
I've got longer nails,
and jewelry too.
I gave up school,
and gave up my hobbies.
I gave up home,
as I gave up me.
So look at me now,
what have I got?
But baggy pants, and graffity stuff.
Could it be,
that life has been,
a little too rough on me?
Yes, it's true, I'm not innocent,
I've done what you can think of.
But did I really choose this fate,
or has God been unfair?
I believe that this is it,
there is no more to give.
All I have is a broken heart,
and a mind full of lives.
Goes the time
Each moment faster
Goes my life
Staring, for the
clock to stop
You always say
Don't make me wait
Says the clock
In my heart
In the bosom of my own homeIn the silence of my empty home
Teardrops fall, with no echo
salty flumes were barely shone
and we all move, with no shadow
In the stillness of my own home
There is no presence, but I, alone
the air is chilling, to the bone
and in my bed, I pray for home
In the bosom of my own home
you are missing, from this room
the scent is feint, but your cologne
lingers while you've gone to roam
For in my bosom is my home
and in my home, I alone
sit, and wait, for you to come
home, to me, my only one.
Love's Strong HoldBetween my trips to dreams, to hopes;
and fleeting bouts of blinding light,
I sometimes fail to watch my thoughts
an' 'fore I know they turn...to you.
The light escapes my every grip,
she shines and dims to show she can,
but when I tire an' you invade my mind...
the light! comes back to see you shine.
With you walks light; the flaky muse,
she thinks my mind should be abused...
by love; that lie romantists coin
for lust that tempts as evil toils.
My mind is mine, and mine alone,
my thoughts of you are freedom's will;
not for once may you think else'
or risk the light for dark, I will.
For you, the light will never win,
against the ice that has me cold;
immune to life's truths an' pains
that often root from love not gained.
A disease--! from which we all could die,
a serpent's spell that lulls the child;
until it ends and in its hold:
we choke; swallowed by love's strong hold.
Ver's still here.Chosen a path of self-righteousness, no one can hurt me; I'm too quick to quess. Strangers hear my nightly ululation and reason: it must be due to the lonely season. She must feel desolate without pack or kin, after all she's merely an omega with no path to cling. She must regret her decision for isolation, pray that it isn't too late to learn humility and defer--shall we accept her if she does? Let her swallow her pride first.
They don't know why I choose to perambulate, why I ignore posits to obeisance. I am not dogmatic by nature, this mask from birth exists to deceive, who I am from everyone but me. Until the day my legs grow weak, my claws warn of their erosion; and before me appears the bridge of crossing. Or the day nature seizes to guide me and a wholeness can be reached; for there my soul will await me and together we'll live for an eternity.
Neopets: Adopt a Painted Pet?Well, as mentioned before I'm currently doing requests for TNO (The Neopian Orphanage) so that means that I'm also fostering pound pets and looking for new owners! So I wondered if all you neopets players would be interested in any of my current fosters x3
I have up for adoption:
~ Sizilenko the Fire Aisha
~ TigerLithe the Orange Kougra
~ Grundanter the Split Grundo
~ xxMakuganuxx the Maraquan Mynci (+ petpet Khonsu)
~ Skifano the Tyrannian Skeith
~ Stryed the Orange Gelert
~ x_Ruoki_x the Fire Kau
~ xx_Fluffyzara_xx the Mutant Korbat
~ kkk72neo the Tyrannian Elephante
~ Lrose the Robot Grundo
~ Infonat the Robot Grundo
If you're interested, send me a note! xD
Comish!I fear school. I fear those essays I have _not_ written and most of all I fear returning to school with this guilty conscience.
So what did I do about this all? I started a mini-shop on Gaia online! >D
Hence why there will be a lot of headshots, pencil drawings and sketches.
...And that is all.
Wish me luck @.@
Wow, it's been a while...Well, I haven't really been drawing much; I managed to upload a few scraps but then I remembered that I actually have more of them scattered between school notes and such. I have some chibi drawings that I want to color at some point (human, this time o_o) and I actually do have some 'real' sketches that I did for art class, but I can't be bothered to scan them xP
I'll be needing a new ID pic and a submission for a Kyo Fanart contest (FB) for this LJ community I'm in. ^^'
...Come to think of it, there are a lot of characters I want to draw. I'm finally giving up on my illusions and sketching my characters on paper. I'm tired of knowing characters in my head and not seeing their face. I realized while drawing Naka that if I don't sit down and draw draft after draft I'll never draw him. Only be practicing and drawing more can I find the perfect 'look' for him. xD
I'll be out of the country for a month or so starting next week, but before that I'll try to scan some of those old sketches.
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ESP: Berserker Virus (Scripts)I think I won't be able to continue the story for ESP for a while... so I decided to show the script of one of the important parts of the first chapter here. This script contains the information of "Berserker virus" in my comic which most people mistake it with "Zombie virus". This may seem like a spoiler but since this isn't actually about storyline, just information, I think it's fine. It's gonna be a while to see the comic form of this.
Okay, here it goes. If you find any grammar mistakes, please tell me so I can correct them.
(This part starts when Speed manages to get inside the abandoned laboratory.)
J: *pant* *pant*
J: Made it...
J: A main computer! If this works, maybe it could save me some time to find data.
J: Come on, come on, please work!
J: Good, as expected. All the data is in this.
J: So we got the name wrong after all... "Rebirth Virus", a virus that kills its host and steal the body. It drains the host's blood and use the blood it d
Win Posters! Learn Nothin'!
Who likes posters? Well, everyone, duh! Who likes pony posters? Everyone again! Who likes free pony posters? Stop asking stupid questions, that answer should be obvious!
Last night I decided to head back to Walmart and pick up Twilight Sparkle and her awesome car…and with it a few more posters! In the spirit of friendship and stuff, I’m passing my obsessive completionist need for a fleet of pony vehicles onto you!
I have one set of four posters including the much-coveted Equestria map that I am going to give away!
In order to win one of these suitable-for-framing works of art, you have two options. I will be giving away two posters in an art contest, and two in a raffle. The art contest, I fear, is blatanty self serving. I want pictures, pictures of my pony! To enter the art contest, draw a picture of my pony doing something- worshipping Trixie, drinking beer, bare-knuck
Art Feature Hello Friends,
It's been a long time since I have featured your fabulous art, so here it is
Hope you enjoy them as much as I do!
Uncontainable necromancer by StarsColdNight Grandma was delicious... by lauraypablo (Commission) Bounty Hunter - Sparrow by fhelalr Still by Softyrider62 The Raven - Edgar Allan Poe by Black-B-o-x
Morrigan by Julianez Dreaming from Peace by eerilyfair Demonstration of love by kevron2001 Contact! by CharllieeArts Direlord by Drury-Lane A new dawn by Rui-Abel Magic Dream 06 by caddman Midsummerwish by Euselia Don Quijote by Renata-s-art Rose of Cairo by Lotta-Lotos Haunting by mshellee
Tokotas HP Journal GeneratorHi guys! So long story short, I got sick of tracking HP the traditional way - in a journal. The alternative was setting up a google sheet instead, but as an HP counter, I know what a pain link-only journals could be for the HP counters.
Whats a lazy Paws to do? Why, get her sister Kaykao to code something to make her life easier. DUH!
I'm releasing the generator to the public, so if you guys wanna make your HP life a bit easier, and still have beautiful dA journals that the HP counters will love you for, you can :3
Oh, and dA will never be able to eat your thumbs again.
This is NOT an official tokotas group feature. This is something I'm personally providing to the community with permission from my lovely code slave Kaykao. We can't guarantee that it will work perfectly for you. There may be bugs - you can report them in the comments or on the generator site.
That being said,
R: fontsSome sexy fonts from the font gallery.
Check out my other articles for more handpicked resources.
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[G] Rules broken in the green level result in (1) warning, (2) kick warning, (3) kick, (4) demotion to On-Watch, (5) ban warning, (6) ban
[Y] Rules broken in the yellow level will result in (1) kick warning, (2) kick, (3) demotion to On-Watch, (4) ban warning, (5) ban.
[R] Rules broken in the red level will result in an instant ban, no questions asked.
The sub-rules below will have the corresponding bullet to the level of severity, and those sub-rules will be treat
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~I spilled unguents all over the time machine!Just thought I'd take a brief moment to answer a few questions that have come up here and there!
Can I dub one of your comics?
Yes, but please let me know where I can listen to it! I'm always curious to hear how people interpret lines I write! And I'd appreciate a link back to the comic in question of course.
Can I translate one of your comics?
Yes, but please link me to your translation once it's done! I'm really fascinated by this kind of thing and think it's super cool, so I'd love to see it! And again, I'd appreciate a link back to the original comic somewhere too.
Can I repost one of your comics to Tumblr?
Odds are good that I've already posted the comic to my own tumblr! So I'd really prefer it if you just reblogged it from me if at all possible.
If you've done a dub or translation you'd like me to see, you can drop me a link in the comments here, or send me a note or somesuch.